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Temper/Rage vs Time

According to future Aerospace Enginner Kong Tao Yat, "People's temper tend to get shorter during exam period."



















Graph plotted by extremely bored/stressed/*whatever you named it* student, aka Weslie Khoo.

Before the exams, during the preparation phase, temper/rage level will increase exponentially everyday till the actual day of exams, where the temper/rage level could reach to infinity. So you better not piss your friends on the day of exams. Straight after the exams there will be a sharp decline in the temper/rage level which will increase till it reaches the normal level.

Levels of temper/rage can have a simliar trend prior to the release of examination results. However, levels of temper/rage is undefined after the release of examination results as it varies from individual's results (distiniction, pass or fail) and to each individual's expection (e.g. distiniction is not enough. I should be getting 100% for this paper... wait... it should be 110% instead...), thus not able to be expressed on a simple graph.

Take a break, chill la...

I had dinner with Mr.Peterzzzzz yesterday. So nice of him to ask me out for dinner when he does not have enough money with him. Haha joking la.

Wow, I didn't know that canteen 13's waffle with ice cream is the same as canteen 2's. Now I can eat the super shiok waffles with ice cream at a nearer location!!!

I woke up at 12.45pm today. I actually set 4 alarms and I didn't hear any of them! This is really scary. Really scary. What if I miss my exam timing??!?! Haha

Modes of Inheritance:
Autosomal dominant, Autosomal recessive, X-linked dominant, X-linked recessive, Codominant and Mitochondrial

I just want to talk.

I don't know how to describe this feeling. Its the feeling you get when someone tells you something to cover up the truth and in the first place, as if there is something shameful of the truth. It's like telling your friends that you are not free because you want to study or sick but the actual fact is that you are going out with someone else? Is this considered as a lie or an excuse? What is wrong with telling the truth? What really happens when in the end, someone spotted you with someone else? It will definitely cause more upset among people..... but anyway I can't really be bothered with such issues right now.

There's so much stuff stuck in my head. So much things I want to say but I can't find the right way to express out. Its probably called writer's blog.

After abstaining myself from msn, I thought I have missed out a lot. But after going online yesterday. I realise I didn't really miss out much. So actually, with or without MSN does not make a difference. Just that with MSN, I will be spending more time to find people to talk to. I'm not sure that's a good thing as well. So anyway, I think it doesn't matter if I continue to abstain from MSN but I'll abstain from it anyway.

Things are getting really crazy nowadays. And its kind of worrying when something is happening at the other end of the country and you can do nothing about it.

I was suffering from withdrawal symptoms for not being able to go online for so many days. This is not a good sign because I shouldn't even be suffering from any withdrawal symptoms. Could this mean that I'm over dependent on the online community? My new HTC phone made matter worse. Probably came at the wrong time. With wireless all around NTU, I was checking my hotmail every now and then even though there was no mails. No difference from logging on to MSN right? So in conclusion, it just feels terrible to be out of contact to those around you. Really terrible but I guess I got to learn how to be less reliant on technology. Or are we forced to comply with the influx of the ever advancing technology?

Even though facebook and MSN is out, I'm still largely distracted. I would probably not realise these oher distractions if I never made the move to isolate myself. So I'm not sure if I should feel euphoric about these new found distractions.

Studying over here requires a lot of stamina. I realise that I am indeed running out of stamina. And it really freaks me out that I'm only in my first semester of my uni life. And its really the people around you who will make things seems easier and better.

If you ever get to see this, I hope things will get better on your side. Don't be so moody, ok? Things will definitely get better, I'm sure! =)

Studies make the world goes round

The only thing we say to one another now is the following:

"Hey, you studying now?"
"Yea, I'm studying now. You?"
"Did you study a lot yesterday?"
"Nope, I didn't leh, too tired to study. You?"
"What time are you going to study until?"
"Are you going to study tomorrow?"
"You finished studying this already?"
"Aiyo, I think I will die at the finals la..."

Everything is all about studies. Everything we do and talk is all about studies.

But do we even have a choice? What else can we say if not about studies?

"Hey you wanna go out later?"
"Free to go shopping tomorrow?"
"Let's go out and play leh..."

Probably not because everyone doesn't have the time now. Even I would not go out unnecessarily.

I think all of us will resume to our normal lives after the finals. HOPEFULLY, because it's getting on my nerves. I seriously hope all of us won't be like this for the next 4 years.

And medical school seems far yet near. Arghhhh...

Since I'm banned from facebooking in hostel, I shall ban myself from MSN as well. Hurray!

Brain dead brain

Too much information will eventually lead to braindeadness. I wasn't the only who felt this way during AS1 test today. The rest also felt brain dead during the test as well. There are just too many signs to memorise. And significantly, it is also my first time I just stared right through the tester, not being able to interpret the signs. It's like a total blankout. But I still managed to recover back in time. Haha.

Hopefully I don't get blankouts during my finals. That's the last thing I would want to happen.

Back to studying organic chem.

And I really dunno whether to laugh, be angry, glad, sad, or anything. Anyway, just take care of yourself first. Hope things will get better. 哈哈哈!

Yay! Visited the twins today! Its been realllllyy long since i visited them. And I still love them as much! They still remember me!!!!! Of course right! It's really been zillions of years man...

Then went to shop with beanylee at Orchard. What a relief right? Haha. Thanks for the luopuogao!

This year's halloween activity was really bad. Really bad because of the weather and so nothing happened.

I think everyone around me is tearing apart. You don't go around to people saying that you are stress or extremely busy with things because everyone is also feeling this way too. I seriously think that we are being stretched to our limits. And this is my only first 3 months in university... I still have years to go.

Whoever said university was slack was probably a thing of a past. Sure you can go ahead and be slack but only your grades will suffer.

To those who are going through the same thing as I am now, we just have to get through this examination period and we can have a 1 month break!

To those who are not able to understand our plight, the least you could do is to just bear with us for this period or to show us some support and encouragement if you care.

This week was rather hectic for me. I never studied so much before (not counting the rest day on Tuesday, be honoured okie, haha). And I surprised myself when I studied to a record breaking 4am last night. However, studying during late nights has its drawbacks; I became less active during the day, especially during lesson time.

Biology is crazy, but at least I'm driven by interest.

I realise I didn't really have much time to think about certain stuff. Everything is about studies. During mealtimes, my mind will be focusing on filling my stomach and how much money I saved from whatever I have eaten. During breaktimes, my mind will be wondering what will I be doing next. During traveling time, my mind will shut down even for a brief period of time to get back the years of sleep I lost probably in my previous life.

Running out of time.

weslie khoo is alot of pain right now, physically that is.

A pulled back muscle which lasted for many days now. never fails to torment him in any position; standing, sitting and even lying down.

And a recently developed sore throat and runny nose which doesn't seems like a good news at a time like this.

Had a wonderful day today. Thank you Storm Shadow. Anyway I finally found a place that has Battle for Middle Earth 2 Lan, thank you Amous Khoo. That lan shop rocks! Now anybody knows which lan shops offers Red Alert 2? I don't go to lan shops often by the way.

Eating the same gigantic dish twice for lunch and dinner can cause a 'I'm sick of that food' syndrome.

It's quite amazing to know that a $10 can be so insightful. Makes the drink more worth it.

Infection of the respiratory system can spread to the gastrointestinal system. Hopefully you won't have green faeces soon.

I called Ah Wang AKA Chun Long. 俊朗骂了我，说我是懒惰虫。他是一个坏蛋。竟然有一个比我小七岁的小男生敢这样对我说话！我应不应该去反醒一下？我真的要去面壁思过了？ Wahh, I think it sounded extremely broken. My chinese is super cui. Gotta do something about it. After my finals, ok?

Things are more or less settled down now. I should be able study full speed ahead till the end of 26 Nov!!!! Can't wait! There's so much for me to do! Everybody wait for me ah!

I got a number of bad dreams these days. Quite alarming though. Don't quite know what do they mean. But still they are good in a way that they manage to jolt me awake inspite of all my sleepiness these days. Perhaps, having bad dreams could be the solution to my oversleeping problem. It could be the best psychotic alarm in the world. Haha.

Anyway, my roomie was so excited when I allowed him to use my laptop internet security to block facebook.com with his password. Ok la, excited is too exaggerated a word. Shall I use, encouraging. Haha. Well, it's a move to stop myself from wasting too much time on facebook because everytime I really do spend a great deal of time on it doing nothing. Virtually nothing both literally and figuratively. So I shall resume facebooking after 26 Nov. Roomie, please remember the password to unblock the website or else you will be dead.

Can't wait for Halloween...

I think I will also start to restrain myself from things which are distracting my studies.

I will only do necessary stuff from today onwards.